a solitude bubbles
Ya kalau lagi bokek terutama, saya selalu bilang dalam hati, ya Tuhaaaan…. mbokyao tolong aku ini dikasih rejeki, uang banyak jadi mau ngapa-ngapain gampang! Tolong ya Tuhan, kasih hambaMu ini rejeki… trus ngarepnya, ujug-ujug pas buka tas, terdapat bergepok-gepok seratusan ribu gitu. Kan namanya aja ngayal.
Continue reading “Pokoknya, Minta Sama Tuhan Aja!”
Few days ago, I text my friend and asked him to have drinks with me. Then he asked, “are you sad so you asked to meet me?” I laughed, “do I always asking you to meet when I’m sad?” He replied, “you always drunk whenever you sad and you always sad after. Wait, I don’t know which one comes first but just want to make sure that you are okay”
I thought, I am always this happy go lucky person. Indeed, I keep the eternal sadness just to keep my happiness in control. I don’t know if it makes sense, but life is not always about happiness. We need sadness to define what happy is. No, it is not depression in my case. Hm… no, I don’t think so. Constant sadness just to keep me grounded, less bubbly.
Ah, whatever… maybe I just need to write it down.
Dengan memegang teguh prinsip biar lambat asal selamat, pertama-tama saya ucapken: Selamat Tahun Baru 2019, semoga kita semua tetap sehat, rejeki makin moncer, jaya dan bahagia selalu. Amin.
Lagipula, tak ada kata terlambat untuk doa baik. Betul tidak? Betul dong.
Continue reading “2019 Telah Tiba”Of course, I’m in for this game. What’s more fun rather that judging men from his look and decide to swipe it right or left? The power on my finger!
Left right left right left right match keep swiping left left left right left right right match keep swiping, and you consumed few giga from your data. Just wasted time but it does work for some people. Continue reading “Tindergame”
Few days ago, I met a girl, who I knew from blog. We were being in contact for quite a while since Meike contacted me to be one of her respondent for her thesis but this is our very first meeting. As Meike read my blog and vice versa, we just hit off like old friend, wait, just like older & younger sisters. Hahaha… despite the fact that Meike is more than a decade younger than me, our conversation was smooth and time passed so fast. It was really nice to meet you, Mei. Continue reading “For Sale: Love & Relationship”
There are memories force to stay in your mind though you want to forget it and there are memories slipping fast like you are holding sands in your hand; the harder you hold it, the faster it slipped. How our brain works always fascinating. How it categorised memories, which folder for the new data come in and keywords to call back the memory. Continue reading “Memory is The Enemy”
Yesterday, my longest friend since our Junior high school, told us that her father has been hospitalised because of cancer. A shocking news as she never said anything to me. Continue reading “Life is a Bitch”
